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荹莱恩特: Bryan with the "T"!
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| So caught up~ |
[Oct. 10th, 2009的12:04 am] |
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You know?
So caught up with the things I kept thinking about.
I forgot how great it is to just feel free and cheerful all the time.
I shouldnt let things get me down.
Someone once told me people like to feed off my cheery energy, it makes people happier.
And I like that.
I need to stop thinking so much ba.
Life was never meant to be fair to begin with.
I should be happy with who I am and what I can get in life.
There are people who are worse off definitely.
I need to stay happy, even when the sky is falling. =) |
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| I love it. |
[Sep. 20th, 2009的03:11 pm] |
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Time to time I have to keep telling myself dancing is just a hobby.
I can never make it a big thing in my life, though I always wanted to.
Taking classes is a problem too because of the money issue.
But it's a the best time of my life everytime I get to dance freely.
No worries at all at whatever I'm doing.
Time to time, a new song, a new show will haunt me about dancing. I cant stop the passion...
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| I'm only 22 |
[Sep. 6th, 2009的05:38 pm] |
And many people would say I'm stil a boy, a young little boy, with many years ahead.
But
I have forgotten how to be just a boy.
When daddy left since young.
When you start to doubt your identity.
When certain friends or classmates or school mates doesnt think you are normal.
When you learn how to wear a mask to face the world.
When brothers became fathers of their own.
When you are left to take care of your mother.
When you dont remember when's the last time you had family day.
When all you can think of it getting out of the empty house.
When boredom fills a Sunday that's bright and nice.
When loneliness fills the heart that should have been so warm.
When reality hits you.
When money means a lot more than it used to.
When music is your only cure.
When dreams remain dreams.
When things in life fastforwarded so much you get jaded with things that come and go.
I am only 22.
I know there's so much more out there.
I know I am better off than a lot of people out there.
I guess this is the only part of me that is still 22.
Always wanting more and ranting about the things that I cant get.
But I cant stay in this part of me.
I am not mature enough to handle my life.
Yet I have to.
Life goes on and every step taken leaves a print.
I just need a shoulder once in a while... |
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| Prime-d |
[Sep. 3rd, 2009的03:19 am] |
And so I went on to buy the Dvd - Prime.
And watched it alone.
Love the story, was hoping for one of those 'happily ever after'.
Love is but a fairy tale.
Each time you love and lost you learn something about yourself.
Each time you grow.
Love alone is not enough to hold a relationship.
Work and effort is needed.
And I already know all this.
Each time after I fell I picked myself up.
Gradually I see what I want.
Gradually the picture becomes clearer. |
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| Not Well At All |
[Sep. 2nd, 2009的02:12 pm] |
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mangoboi is ill, a wreck, afflicted, ailing, below par, bummed, diseased, down, feeling awful, feeling rotten, feeling terrible, got the bug, indisposed, infirm, laid low, off one's feet, on sick list, out of sorts, peaked, poorly, queasy, rotten, run-down, running temperature, sick as a dog, under the weather, unhealthy, unwell, woozy... |
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| Going Crazy with Korean Girls... |
[Aug. 31st, 2009的02:48 am] |
After WonderGirls and Girls Generations, I got stuck with Korean Girls Groups.
So this is Brown Eyed Girls ( My Fav Now)
Then we have Jewelry.
And Techno Genre kinda songs, Son Dambi
There's also 4minute, new hit called Muzik and Hot Issue. I think Muzik is better though.
Kara - Wanna
Oh and 2NE1 (TwentyOne), which my friend though it's Thai, and I realize Korean and Thai sound quite alike, not really digging 2NE1 though.
Other than that, they are all so CUTE, HOT and PWEEEETY!
One thing I notice though, no matter how many ppl in the group, always like one can sing very well and one can rap, the others erm...look nice...hee =) |
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| To All My Friends |
[Aug. 17th, 2009的11:07 am] |
After calculating my usual daily expenses over a few days, I realize that if I wanna go to my Melborne trip happily and worry free, I need to cut down my budget.
So from last Friday on, as those who have met me know, I cant spend much money on a daily basis as I have my own daily budget. For other friends who do not know yet, here is the thing.
If we are going out, please be considerate and let me east at hawker centre or foodcourt or anywhere cheap.
No KTV, No Club, No Booze, No Shopping or entertainment of any form that's gonna cost.
I am only going to watch up to a maximum 2 movies per month.
Allow me to go home earlier so I can take bus/train.
Try not to travel around too much, the cost of transportation is high.
Drinking at coffee joint is fine, just note that I will not be having dinner there after, thus never ask me to go and eat after that.
I have very bad determination when it is to do with money issue that's why I need your help.
With all the above in mind, we will still have fun I promise! LOL~
Oh and the only way any of getting me out, wild and funky, is to pay for any extra expenses incurred...I deeply apologize for the inconveniences caused!
Other than all that, I actually enjoyed a very very great weekend! Sunday's Beach Volley was soooo fun, and tiring, though we need more people. The Volleyball was my last purchase before I started saving up! Weeee~
Thanks to Jo&Jo for the great weekend! |
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| Imperfections |
[Aug. 12th, 2009的03:42 am] |
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Sometimes we forgot we are humans after all.
We often look only at the flaws we have and seek an idealism.
We are too afraid of people looking at us barenaked, exposed.
The vulnerabilities that could get us hurt.
But we forgot to look at ourselves the otherwise.
The remarkables in life that each individual went through that is not like any others.
The journey should be more memorable than the end.
We need to remember we are human after all,
Human with imperfections...
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| Cars |
[Aug. 6th, 2009的05:20 pm] |
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Looking for any Honda or Toyota dealers, or you have any friends to intro? |
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| You can never be sure. |
[Aug. 5th, 2009的02:26 am] |
When will the right one come along?
How to know this time round it's right?
What you really want in life?
The things you accomadate for now, can last?
The things you want never change?
It's so confusing, complicated, complex, convoluted, confound, contradicting, compounded... |
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| Life is like shopping |
[Jul. 21st, 2009的11:46 am] |
where people come and go.
You see something you like, you see if it's worth it, you give it a shot, you then get it, or not.
Some people like window shopping, hoping for a new addition in life every now and then some people only go for what they already wanted before they take the trip down and also once in a while you may see something you like by chance and decides on it.
And as much as we have spent, we want it to last as long as it can, even forever, but more than often you realize that these stuff you brought into your life dont always last.
Some are torn apart, some appear lesser in your sight, some are lost over time, some are thrown away as you grow up, some are kept somewhere in the back of your closet some are even renewed or enhanced and may be, some last a much longer time.
These are the people in your life, where most judge what you can see first, then maybe put in a little effort and time, try to make the best out it it and see how long it last.
The thing is, they dont always stay by yourself whether you like it or not, want it or not, need it or not.
And one day, they will be gone, unless of cos you left before they do.
People come and go in life, it's just when. |
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| Things I wanna do~ |
[Jul. 18th, 2009的08:45 pm] |
1) Get a License
2) Get my job going smooth
3) Learn about weddings.
4) Show my boss I should get paid better ^^ =P
5) Travel
6) Spend more time together
7) Less worries
8) Gym more
9) Sleep earlier
10) See snow
That just off the top of my head. Alright~
and I need to get like 2 birthday presents/treats.
Sentosa I'm coming!!! Please dont give me a cloudy day! |
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| Love |
[Jul. 16th, 2009的02:53 am] |
'I may not understand why do you have to win so badly,
But if it's important to you, it's important to me,
Because I love you'
-F.R.I.E.N.D.S
When you love somebody, it doesnt always have to make sense.
As long as it doesnt harm anybody,
Stay true to it and be supportive in the things your other half wanna do.
It is all about being in happiness. |
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| RADAR! |
[Jul. 3rd, 2009的04:45 am] |
Weee~ |
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| Bored, Obviously. |
[Jun. 30th, 2009的03:10 am] |
This is my best friend now!
I keep snacking away with this and I dont gain the wrong kinda weight! Wee~
So I replace my snacks with this~
( Ta Daa~ )
But someone say I am too thin and keep asking me to eat more...=.=
Therefore a sinful treat, even though we had a lot of dim sum, and most of it I ate...
( SIN! )
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