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Haven been writing [Dec. 23rd, 2012的06:57 pm]
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[地点 |Singapore, Kampong Pengkalan Kundor]

Well everything is about the same. Nothing have been too exciting yet everyday is as exciting, but there jus isn't anything especially emotional that I wanted to share and shout and write about.

I'm still reading the entires though, thanks people for still writing.

Xmas is coming, yes single but I think it'll be great no matter where I am in the world. Always love the season of celebration, sharing, giving. Hopefully I'll get called up to a place where snows fall. Haha, always love a white Xmas~

Life have been work sleep eat gym, most of it. Had a mini celebration with some friends. One best friend got married, another one next month, one engagement party next week.

That's about it, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!!

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Seems like [Nov. 22nd, 2012的02:52 pm]
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[地点 |Saudi Arabia, Minţaqat ar Riyāḑ, Qaşr an Nāşrīyah, As Sulaymānīyah]

Life journal is almost dead.
It's all tweets updates...

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Lone [Nov. 9th, 2012的11:39 am]
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[地点 |Australia, Queensland,Brisbane, Brisbane]

I can never get use to being alone.

Since young there kinda is always people around.

I've been trying to be by myself but it just feel like it's not right.

It's not that I wanna rush and find a relationship but I just feel that I never like being alone, sleep alone, eat alone, or even go to the gym alone.

I guess it's not really a choice but I kinda need to be alone since I don't wanna do anything but to stay at home and lie in bed, no mood at all for anything else, no mood to eat either sometimes.

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愛? [Oct. 18th, 2012的09:52 pm]
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[地点 |United Kingdom, England,Greater London,Royal Kensington and Chelsea, West Holland Park]

在4天內,
兩個陌生人曾經快樂過。
感覺對了就該勇敢的去愛不是嗎?

看你穿上我買的衣竟然那麼合身、聞你身上抹著我買的乳液、你可愛的說出愛我、我汗流浹背的幫你零時搬家,到你的新家參觀、你說床要軟一點好讓我睡、你忙東忙西還抽空陪我,帶我到處跑,還怕你不夠睡。

曾經那麼甜蜜,忽然我變成多餘,突然你需要空間。我想破了頭都不能理解,還一直怪自己可能太強迫了,但喜歡一個人不表示出來只留在心裡嗎?喜歡你就只想著為你好,重沒有其他用意,重沒有不好的念頭。

聽著一首首的情歌,眼淚一滴滴的掉落,思念一點點的減少,心情一天天的平靜,可能這就是我的解脫。但我一點都不氣,一點都沒恨你。一直都覺得是命運的安排讓我遇見你,剩餘的應該是自己要爭取。太天真的我還想相信有一天你會找回我,但可能到我怕了,怕你又忽然消失,留我一個人。

愛上一個人不需要理由,景是太急,至少我付出了,給了我能給的,沒有後悔。到現在我還是不明白那些轉變,也許永遠都不會知道為什麼,也許是我,也許...

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Love [Oct. 11th, 2012的09:26 am]
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[地点 |1.4540,103.8201]

Once upon a time a boy fell in love.

Everything was perfect, happy, and blissful.
Then one day he realize things are not as perfect as it seems.
He tried and tried to work it out, to make it good again but to no avail.
Till the day he's too tired to try anymore and realized that there were too much scars and too much hurt to make his heart better again.
So he decided to let it go and mend his heart.

Day by day it went by, his heart started feeling better.
He began to better protect his heart, better protect his feelings, himself.
So much so that he decided to lock up his heart so he would never get hurt again.
He's so proud he did it, no pain would penetrate his heart ever, it's in a safe place!

And one fine day when he was out, he saw 2 teenagers sweet talking to each other, newly married couple kissing on the street, old couple sitting on a bench with their hands held tight, smiling.

He didn't know what to say or what to do, but all he know he misses those feelings of taking a risk and falling in love...

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From time to time [Sep. 26th, 2012的12:38 am]
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[地点 |US, California, Torrance, Los Angeles, Hawthorne Blvd, 21629]

It just happen and I start thinking...

What am I doing with my life?
What am I going to do with my life?
Where am I heading in my life?
What do I want with my life?
When am I gonna know all the above?

Sometimes is feels like there is so much more I can do, yet there seems so little I can change.

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Someone [Sep. 21st, 2012的08:11 am]
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[地点 |Singapore, Sembawang Estate]

Makes my heart skip a beat.
Makes me tingle when our hands brushes.
Makes me blush with a smile.
Makes me feel lost in that sparkling eyes.

Is this a chance to a new beginning?

No lies, no mistakes, no dishonesty.
Not like ever before.

And the thoughts linger even days after.
The arch of the lips imprinted in my mind.
The lights in the window of soul shinning through the spaces in between.

Well it may be temporary.
An infatuation.
A crush.
But I'm here to find out.

Though a friend did say he haven seen me this happy in awhile. =)

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It's difficult [Aug. 12th, 2012的05:03 pm]
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[地点 |Singapore, Bugis]

There are people who I wanna be good friends with but most of the time I don't keep constant contact with some and it's normal that there drift away. Probably because I'm not around when they need me, they found other friends who needs them more, they found friends who are around more.

Its partially an excuse to say that my job doesn't allow me to have best friends as much as I want to, so I make do, I just want good friends around.

Of cos interests could be a factor, going out wanting to do the same things and not different ones.

I'm slightly affected when I start feeling like some friends don't need me around as much anymore, or they start to look for me lesser, but I accepted that it's a fact of life. I do wanna believe those who wanna stay friends will stay in contact and ask me out etc, but I do also know that it can be tiring to be the one initiating meet ups and get together.

It's probably the greatest test ever if I go away for 2 years, many will probably be missed, how many will miss me? Haha.

I'm not a good friend as to asking people to go out with, most of the time I do things by myself, was brought up this way, even though I feel lonely at times. However when I'm needed and asked to be around, I try as much to be.

It's weird that some were so close before and changes over time even though change if the only constant.

I guess what's meant to be will be...

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Does it mean anything? [Jul. 8th, 2012的04:49 pm]
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[地点 |Singapore, Mount Emily Park]

We haven met for like a month?

Due to various reasons or excuses.

I don't feel any different.

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Love and Compatibility. [Jun. 21st, 2012的10:02 am]
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[地点 |Australia, Queensland,Brisbane, Brisbane]

You can love someone unconditionally.

If the love is so strong, can it overcome incompatibility?

Or incompatibility does not exist when two person are in love?

Or do you feel that love alone is not enough and two people in love can be incompatible and will not work no matter?

Or does the love not exist when two are totally incompatible, perhaps ceasing the love to exist?

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