There are people who I wanna be good friends with but most of the time I don't keep constant contact with some and it's normal that there drift away. Probably because I'm not around when they need me, they found other friends who needs them more, they found friends who are around more.
Its partially an excuse to say that my job doesn't allow me to have best friends as much as I want to, so I make do, I just want good friends around.
Of cos interests could be a factor, going out wanting to do the same things and not different ones.
I'm slightly affected when I start feeling like some friends don't need me around as much anymore, or they start to look for me lesser, but I accepted that it's a fact of life. I do wanna believe those who wanna stay friends will stay in contact and ask me out etc, but I do also know that it can be tiring to be the one initiating meet ups and get together.
It's probably the greatest test ever if I go away for 2 years, many will probably be missed, how many will miss me? Haha.
I'm not a good friend as to asking people to go out with, most of the time I do things by myself, was brought up this way, even though I feel lonely at times. However when I'm needed and asked to be around, I try as much to be.
It's weird that some were so close before and changes over time even though change if the only constant.
I guess what's meant to be will be...
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